Well today is the last day of our Florida holiday and we went to this restuarant again as it’s insanely good! We went earlier in the week and i saw this waitress and she looked at me a few times and we exchanged smiles, she was really cute if i’m honest. Today we went back, she was there again and i found that i couldn’t keep my eyes off her, smiles were exchanged various times, she was extremely cute again!
I didn’t get chance to see her before we left the restuarant again, i was pretty sad tbh! Now i regret not speaking or saying anything, this feeling sucks really bad. I’m really bad with these types of social situations, i get so nervous. Now i just feel crappy because of it.
When i think about it she’s American and we probably wouldnt see each other ever again anyway but then again that may not be true, i’ll never know now and that sucks, i wish i had the confidence to at least take an opportunity with someone but i’m always scared, that isnt specific to this situation. It has happened in previous months and weeks where i regret not doing something about a relationship.
I just get caught in two minds, i wish i’d just take an opportunity for once.